Today made me realize who I am as a person.. why GOD put me on this earth. I believe each person serves a purpose. Although I'm not 100% sure what mine is, I know someday I will achieve what I was out here to do.

I just got back from handing someone something I know I should have never done.. One might call it a SIN and I am asking god to forgive me of my sins as we forgive those who trespass against us.. I am starting over as of this moment and I am a believer of GOD and his holy spirits. NO  matter what was done today, yesterday or even years before I am now starting out clean. I'm not positive my religion but I know for a fact there is a lord and i believe in him..

Student Standing Strong next Monday at GHS be there!! there's going to be an amazing band you will enjoy every minute

TODAY has been very long

I would never like to put someone through what i am feeling right now.. BUT somedays i feel as if i have am way over my head and just need to give up.. i dont understand the reasoning behind someone being there in exsistance then the next i see there name in the Obituaries.. its not a good feeling, then wondering how it would be if my name was the next to be printed,

The world will end one of these days. why try to hard to get good grades, to become popular, to make a team.. or even go on living.. whats the use?

IM CONFUSED

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So i have to admit i finally find my fetish about guys kissing... maybe the fact that they are EMO might have something to go with it!

I just got back from my 20 minute run.. haha pathetic. but im trying.. I need some help though.. i want to look like,. well i hate to admit it but i would like to look like my younger sister! She is gorgeous although we both got asked to model (long story) i dont feel as pretty as her.. im way to self contious to put my pic on here but i would like to have a stomach like her.. my main problem is that i eat  a lot.. but mostly healthy some not so healthy but i try.. what is a 17 yr old to do?? i want to be one of those gorgeous MAVS dancer.. those of you who know me.. do you think i am able to get there?

once i find a good pic of my sis and i will put it up. after a couple weeks of my new work out routine i will put up a pic.. UNTIL then let me know of some good things do help me out.

WoW so it has been 6 months since i have wrote anything in this thing. I have to admit my motivation incentive to write in this again was Ross, i just got back from hanging out with him, it seems like we were together all day. But it was tons of fun. Ross is the type of guy you know when he grows up will be rich. He's a smart kid. even though he is older than me...

Im in the step at my life that im not sure where im going. I know i want or need to get to college. ONe of my long term goals are to become a dancer for my college, weather i have that ability of not i am going to try and keep things positive to persue that goal.,

I recently had to say GOOD-BYE to all of my College friends, we accually know what they want to do in life. Stephanie i have to admit is the one of the many who i miss most.

Im getting through my senior year, with a few set backs starting with ACT and SAT but im getting there, with a couple guy problems along the way but i will get my self through that soon,., hopefully

Tell me what you think about the University selection In Texas or Oklahoma.. i have had my mind set on being an OSU dancer.. but what are you thinking?

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